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we're the same but we're so different

I don't know what to say

I'm not sure if I know you

or if it's all in my head.

am I putting up walls

or tearing them down?

or is it the same thing?

I wish I could be like you

so open, clear, and free

I'm fishing for feelings

but all I feel is distance

and I try to face your freedom

but it's hard to look you in the eyes

are they reaching, searching?

or is it just wishful thinking?

I've read your words, heard your voice

are you thinking them now?

or do you reserve them for others

more interesting, more charming?

I'm doing my best

but I'm just drawing a

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