more like this

the thing I hate most about college is that there's always fun things to do when you should be doing other things. last year, I often chose the fun things. this year I'm trying to be a good student. but not being social makes me feel out of the loop and guilty for not getting out there and making better friends. I don't know what to do about it.

I'm following a blog called Take Out Photo, it's one of my french professor's. he does monthly specials, tutorials I guess, on photo design. so, as soon as I get me some access to photoshop (shouldn't be too hard, I work in the computer labs) I'll be posting my contributions to the monthly specials. so stay tuned. this month is: text + photo

today was an awful day. I missed the bus twice, didn't get a project done at the quality level that I wanted to, fell asleep in two classes, had a discouraging dance class, had to walk home in the scorching heat with a backpack that's killing me (I need to get a new one), sweating grotesquely. and I mean grotesquely. I talked to my mom but she couldn't understand anything I was saying, as usual. and when I got home, someone was already in the shower. I felt like crying.

I hope tomorrow is better, but I'm not counting on it. I work six hours and have to wake up at 5.30. why can't it be the weekend yet?

life should be more like this.